S**t Kingz

Let me introduce you... The S**t Kingz.

They're probably my most favorite dance crew right now. I've been watching a lot of their videos these last few days. I've known them since last year, but I've just tried to find out more about them lately.

This crew is from Japan and has 4 members: Kazuki, Moto (Oguri), Shoji, and Shotta (Noppo).

I love all of them (because they're all dope! seriously...), but I gotta say that Moto always get my attention. Hehe...

This is probably one of my most favorite videos of them. S** Kingz and Shaun Evaristo... Hotness overload!

Here's the video from Body Rock 2011, where they won the 1st place.

There are many more videos of them that I love. Too many to be mentioned actually because I love them all. Hehe... But this video of Kazuki really get my attention. He's super cool doing his solo performance.

I really hope one day someone invite them for a workshop here in Jakarta. I will surely attend their class without a doubt.

Wanna know more about them? Just go to S**t Kingz official website or go find their videos on Youtube.

D'Angelo "Brown Sugar" Album

I've been looking for this album for months but still can't find it until now.

Can somebody tell me where I can find it? I'm desperate :(

Ne-Yo Live in Jakarta

Finally... oh Finally! I’ve been waiting for this for years! Been a fan of Ne-Yo since “Stay with Me”, and I finally had the chance to attend his concert. FINALLY! Yay yay yay! It’s totally a dream come true for me. *Shout out to Sentralive! Thank you!*

It was great, it was awesome, it was amazing... His performance, his voice, everything... Gosh, I love him even more! This probably the first time I watch a concert, and know every single song that were performed *well, how can’t I? I just realized that I actually have all Ne-Yo’s album!*

The only thing I regret is that I watched it from the tribune instead of festival. As a big fan, I should have been at the front row! Huhuhu...

I promise it won't be my last time watching him singing love. I'll see you again, Ne-Yo! I hope I can be closer to you next time. Hehe...

Photo credit: http://freemagz.com/event/ne-yo-live-in-jakarta-photos-report

Update! Update!

Whoa... It’s been so long since the last time I wrote in this blog! I think I’m gonna try to be a little more active in blogging again... although I’m not sure if there’s any of my friends who still read this personal blog.

I do Tumblr a lot, but I don’t really use my Tumblr as a place for me to write personal stories. I’ve shared personal things (like pictures for example) on Tumblr ,but it’s something that I rarely do. The Why? Mm... Well, I’m not sure why too! Hahaha...

Let’s see how often I can update this blog again. Hehe...

Dear Grandpa, With Love

2 days ago was the day when I finally got my law degree… But, 2 days ago was also the day when I got the worse news ever.

I was in my room that night with my sister and mom, when my sister suddenly asked my mom: “has she known about it?”. I looked at them and my mom suddenly said: “Grandpa passed away”. My first respond was “Oh. When?” “He passed away on Wednesday. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you about it earlier because you’re gonna have your final presentation today” I said nothing… I tried to keep it cool and not showing any emotion since I’m not the type of person who cry in front of others. But this time, I didn’t have that strength to hide the emotion I had. The tears started to fall, my mom hugged me, and I just can’t stop crying… the whole night.

Earlier that day, right after I got the result from my final presentation, the first thing that came to mind was to tell my family, including my grandpa. I was thinking to call him and let him know that I finally got my law degree… But unfortunately, I wasn’t able to do that. I’ll never be able to do that.

Everytime I do nothing, the thought of it always comes to mind… Everytime I think about it, I always end up teary again.

Harley Tuck passed away at the age of 86.

June 30, 2010 was the day when the angel took him away from this world.

That was the day when I lost a great man that I really look up to, my grandpa.

Here’s my last letter for you, Grandpa.

Dear Grandpa,

Hi Grandpa… How are you? I bet you’re in a very good and peaceful place right now :)

I’m kinda disappointed that you left me already. I didn’t even have this chance to tell you this good news: I finally got my law degree! It was just 2 days away after you left… :(

I can’t believe that last year was actually the last time for me to meet you, to have face to face conversation with you, to laugh with you, and to hug you…

I remember how I almost cried (for happiness) when I saw you when you picked me up at the Spokane airport after not meeting you for a really long time. But I decided to control my emotion and put a big smile instead of crying :D

That first morning, I had this jet-lag. When Mom and Ine slept, I was wide awake in the bed room, doing nothing. When I heard something from the outside, I knew that you were awake already, so I decided to get out from the room and have a morning conversation with you. You might not know this, but I was really happy to finally have a chance to speak privately with you that morning. We talked about lots of things. You know what, I remembered that I was wearing shorts in that cold morning and you asked me “Do you feel cold?” for few times… I keep answering “no” but you suddenly stood up and walked to your room, came out bringing your sweater and asked me to wear it. Typical you… always been so caring :)

Back when I was a kid, you’re the one who taught me to speak English. You’re the one who stop the fight between me and grandma *ridiculous I know*. You’re the first person who I ever baked a cake with… Yes, the fruit cake! I’m your assistant, remember? ;)

I remember that day, when you decided to leave Indonesia and go back to USA, I almost cried at the airport. I was so sad that you left. I was afraid that you’ll forget your family here. But thank God, you always keep in touch with us here. Never stop to let us know how you were doing there.

Anyway, I wanna thank you, Grandpa, for everything… You’ve done so many great things to me although you live thousands miles from me.

Thank you for being so loving and caring.

Thank you for teaching me lots of things.

Thank you for making one of my biggest dream come true.

Thank you for everything.

I really look up to you… You’re such a great man. You’re really wise. You’re such a loving and caring person. You’re amazing. You’re the best grandpa that a grandchildren could ask.

I love you Grandpa, I really do. I’ll never forget all the things you’ve done to me and my family.

I’m sorry I couldn’t got my law degree earlier so that I can tell you about this news and make you proud.

I’m sorry I wasn’t there by your side during your last days.

I’m sorry I can’t say all these things I’m writing here directly to you since I didn’t have a chance to.

I’m really sorry that I’ve been crying a lot. I know you don’t want to see me like this. But I gotta be honest that everytime I think about the fact that you’re gone, I always end up crying… again. I promise I’ll try my best not to be like this all the time. I promise I’ll be stronger.

I really wish to see you again for the last time, but I can’t :(

Goodbye grandpa. I’ll never forget all the memories I have about you. I promise.

With Love,

Eva.

I’m Scared

I’m scared. I feel really scared.

This whole FINAL PAPER thing really scared me.

I’m afraid of failing. I’m afraid that I will blow it off. I’m afraid I don’t do well enough.

I gotta be honest that it stressed me out.

I can’t have a day without thinking about it. I can’t have a day without me worrying about it.

I hope I can do well enough. I hope things will go well.

I hope I’ll do great.

Trip to Deplu

I have this TJP (Tanggung Jawab Profesi) critical paper assignment that requires me to interview some people . Since I chose ‘Diplomat’ to be my topic, it means that I have to interview at least 3 diplomats for my paper. It means... I need to go to Foreign Affairs Department and interview some diplomats.

Me and 3 of my friends decide to go there and do the interview. I’m lucky to go there with them because they’ve known some people there already so it’s easy for us to get the access. When we were there, we were able to interview about 3 people for few minutes only and 1 person for a long interview.

Being there kinda makes me want to work there more than before. Well, since I take international law as my major, to work for the Foreign Affairs Department is one of my main option for my future job. But I have to admit, it’s not my no.1 job priority. After doing the interview and getting the picture of how it feels like to work there, I feel more interested to work there.

To be honest, I still have no idea about what I’m gonna be in the future, what kind of job that I REALLY want. It’s not my biggest concern right now. I still have this final paper waiting to be finished. I still need to fight in order being able to graduate this semester.

You’re So Annoying

You-are-annoying. I never thought that I would say something like this about you. But as time goes by, you do show me how annoying you can be.

Not only annoying, you’re also such a selfish and bossy person. Ugh.

I’m sorry. I hate to think this way about you, but I’m saying this because you really start to get on my nerves. If you think I’m ok with it, you’re wrong.

Just stop annoy me, mind your own business, and stop being such a selfish person, damn it.